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..Smoke the Chronic-Sip the Tonic..
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[Jan. 14th, 2007|05:09 pm] |
This weekend was good, it was good to spend time with mell and see her again, hadn't seen her all week. I cant wait for this week to be over and have exam break. Tonight i have to work on my spanish..i realized that i might not be passing spanish and when it comes to the exam, well it could be a close call on me failing. Im really scared, i dont only want to pass one class. I dont even want next semester to come, its gunna suck dick, ugh. hardest classes ever, besides drama.
Oh well, i guess i better start workin on school work and stop complaining. I wish i was a genius.
I think after i get all my homework done im gunna blaze and watch dave chapelle. So i can fall asleep happy even thou the fact that i have to wake up tomorow and go to school isnt going to change, unless magically its a snowday. Peace. |
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| when ur fingers turn into snakes, dont scream rape |
[Apr. 14th, 2006|02:17 am] |
hello im on pills and they arnt too bad, my mom is sooo fuckin hammered n stoned, her n danielle had the biggest talk about guys, family problems and all sorts of shit, danielle ended up crying cuz my mom was just being so like lol i unno sencere to her? is that the word? i dont know my mom was just really talking to her n trying to help her out, she doesnt even do that to me, goes to show how much more of a friend she is to me besides a mother, i need a mother not a friend mom, i have wonderful friends n they are all i need, i dont need no boys or no girls, my friends are what i have, all i got, and they are the most important to me.
anyways tonight i chilled with terri,danielle,mell,sarah,elisha,jake,matt,taylor, and brittney...brittney was a drunk little cheap whore n ppl like that make me wanna bang em like a pimp. but no cheating because im not a bastard =P just because mell got some from someone else doesnt give me to right too. |
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| stay away |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|05:14 pm] |
i am on lj terri, im not sure what u wanted me to go on for, but if there is a reason let me know.
I guess im going to be doing pills this weekend, i dont really feel like it, but i guess there's not much of a choice. this town sucks, let me out.
i need a smoke, so this is gunna end here. the end. |
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| so what have we come of this? bloody hands and missing teeth |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|05:04 pm] |
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for some reason it seems to me that im always getting bitched at for likeing, fucking, flirting, or dating someone. Now excuse me but im 16 years old, im not gunna fucking commit myself to one person, and stay there for 4 fucking years and not fuck up once or check someone else out, as you like to put it.
I'm sick of people telling me what i cant or can do. I never promised my love wouldnt hurt. i cant stand being alone, but i cant stand being with one person.
and yes im a regular human being, im going to make mistakes.
everyone can also recall people's stupid drunken shit that they've done when they were really hammered, yet what i did will always be by far the worst because you just know that i wasnt even that hammered and that i wanted to and that i liked it. Welll i didnt okay? I actualy cried about that for like a week. If i could do anything to take it back, id do it.
Also just because you have more willpower and your more confident than i am doesnt give you the right to bitch at me for that. I have problems turning people down or being openly rude to people that arnt fucking immature faggots that dont intimidate me whatsoever. and do u even understand how long a person will nag on for until they actualy get it, well ill give you a hint, HOURS!
so for the little fuckers who think they know what love is and just KNOW that their in love, you're not, that person is gunna fuck you over so bad, the longer you stay, the sooner it will happen.
COCKSUCKERSBITCHINGASSWHOREMUTHERFUCKERSDIECUNTSLUTSTUPIDFAGGOTDIRTYWHOREFUCKKKKKFDKJHG RTIOUY PDRT'K |
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| everytime i stare into the sun,angel dust and my dress just comes undone |
[Dec. 6th, 2005|11:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | C.L.-asking for it | ] |
last night my mom was crying because of course my grandma was being a bitch again. I know how she feels, i had to live with that, her making me feel like shit and getting me so mad that i just had to leave the house otherwise id probably ending up killing her. Trust me,she can get you that mad.
So my mom asked me if i had any weed i could smoke her, unfortunatly i was low on the budd, i had a little nugg and a bit of hash that i scrounged up. It rolled a pinnner but hey she must of got high cuz she was laughing afterwords instead of crying, although she was mad that it was a pinner, so im grounded for 2 weeks if i dont roll her a bigger doobie the next time.
anyways i was up pretty late last night and it was extremley hard to get up this morning,but my mom didnt really wake me up so she let me sleep. So now im at home, i kind of wish i was at school but im glad im not. |
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| i am a whore,slut,cunt,sleeze,hoe,dirty bitch |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|09:46 pm] |
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you really scare me into thinking me im getting the "What goes around,comes around" thing happen to me,because ive done that to both of you,and it really feels as if both of you are doing it to me too. But maybe im just paranoid.
PARANOID.
i am.
OK
stop stop stop stop stop stop,ok im just playing games..
So yea this weekend sounds like fun i guess if things go as planned, id like to really get something set,i really want someone to just have a big house party cuz i enjoy drinking much more with tons of other people who are hammered,not that my friends are enough,they always are,but sometimes we need other people to liven us up.
PEace |
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| clank clank clank the money goes into ma piggy bank |
[Nov. 16th, 2005|06:02 pm] |
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well i got some descent marks on my report card,for me atleast,and my parents were impressed,so far im getting $25 from my mom tomorow morning for getting one mark over 75% but now she moved it down to 70% because she forgot what she said before but im not gunna argue with that :) ahah
then im going to visit my aunts and see if my g-ma or aunt will give me some cash for doing good and then im set for the weekend,although im not sure what ill get,i have a couple of choices,just there's nothing i really really want.
I'm talking to Hilary right now,its good talking to her again. I dont understand why u guys thought she didnt want anything to do with us,she thought we had forgotten about her,but then again,i know she didnt say anything to us for the longest time,so were pretty even.
battle of the bands tomorow,woot..cheese :) |
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[Nov. 15th, 2005|09:41 pm] |
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fuckin ripppedDD!!
i love blazing,its one of the best past time activity's ever. But I would really love if you could just call up/walk up to a dealer and get the amount you need for free and just be able to walk away and thats that.
oh well :) |
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| its better to burn,than fade away |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|09:46 pm] |
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| | angry | ] |
your smile makes my heart sink
i wish i could beleive the words you speak.
something keeps telling me you're fucking with me but im not so sure if i care
i need to get my brain to stop thinking so much,im not so sure if mushrooms is a great idea for this weekend seeing how i have so much on my mind,and having alot on ur mind while being on mushrooms is like overload thinking on the brain man. maybe if i take some e a couple hours before doing the mush ill be happy n then start feeling the mush and it wont be as bad.
everyone is fucking queer,gay,homo,fagget,flaming,transexual |
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| you make my head hurt |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|05:40 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
I want to buy a fatty gebo and smoke all my problems away. If there was such thing as smoking your problems away..god i would have bought a pound of maryjane. Forever that is..smokin weed only helps for the time being, afterwords you right back in the hole you were in before.
I would really appreciate it if you could stop making me think about you. It's fucking with my head..you're making me fuck things up. Whatever,my brain needs a fucking rest
I want to go back to who i use to be,when i didnt have to be involved with anyone,and me n terri would just stroll down the streets like cool niggaz,because we were just that cool. Now i have to make time for sarah and always make sure im with her and make time tables that evolve around sarah.I just want to be myself again,be a pimp again ;).
oh well things change people change...I hate change. |
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| Fill your emptyness with the smoke of maryjane |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|06:25 pm] |
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I'm feeling a little better today,i suppose that is good. It's good for me anyways,i dont have to sit here dwelling on the fact of how bleh i am. I'm just here to have a good time and some people need to understand i want to run free,i dont like being stuck in one place,i wanna be everywhere. when im committed it makes me want to run everywhere,and when im not it makes me
want to stay in one place. I dont get it.
im up for some hallucinogens where they at?!@
you make me fall for you over n over again.next time you wont trip me,ill trip you. |
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| you just cant win |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|03:40 pm] |
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wow..so basicly this last month has really fuckin sucked. Not much to do in waterdown besides pills pills more pills and booze and weed. im hopefully gettin some k soon thou,james said he'll only sell me a vial at a time becuase i could just fuck myself up if i kept doing it. which means its bomb k. Yay,let s hope he's not just getting my hopes up.
ANYWAYS
life sucks and im very close to giving up on everything. save me save me save me save me ...if its even possible....
im going to collapse.and there's no one to stop me from doing it. |
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